Innerness


Music – Low Key

Pond

Innerness

I don’t tend,
To pen,
My thoughts randomly much anymore,
… it’s not so much a case of what for,
More perhaps along the line of when,
Am l to find the time to freely pen,
… my loosened thoughts?

I am so tired these days,
And it’s not just tiredness,
but a yearning,
… a desire for something l cannot have.
And will never have,
That is something which l can no longer
Freely discuss.
I don’t have an outlet,
to talk and converse about that,

The what?
Aye, the that which l do not discuss anymore.
The side of me that people don’t know,
The places where my mind drifts to and goes,
when not trapped inside the innerness of
Me.

It’s not that l have run dry of words,
That would be absurd!
More like the absence of lines,
… the missing rhymes,
Arises from the shallowness of time.


Rory Matier © 2023

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Earthly Comforts is a wildlife journaling scrapbook focusing on the countryside, wildlife biodiversity and environmental conservation, flora and fauna volunteering projects, gardening, composting and vermiculture, inspiration, poetry and photography.

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